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there will always be something about the first
first breath
first cry
first walk
first words
first fall
first school
first major exams
just about everything


they cling on to your emotional part of the heart
like..
leeches?
i dont know.



i hung out at my seeekeerret hideout.
alone.
haha.
there's nothing secretive about the place actually
i think the whole world knows about the place
just the thought that its my own labelled seeeeekeerret hideout, where i hope
no one finds me , makes it so thrilling
funny how my legs dont hurt anymore after standing up for soo long at the hideout.
and the fact that the civilisation there themselves are doing their own stuffs, and no one is people-watching or whatsoever, is just the perfect place.



im weird, in a nerdy way.
and that adds on to my character.


i have a list of life wishes in mind.
though ive yet to pen them down
the other time i tried doing so,
the wishes seemed ridiculous,
and as naturally as it seemed,
i started penning down my shopping list.instead.